Deppression !
I been having headaches for the past 2 months. i went to see a doctor and he said that im having migraine. i was on medication and felt better but after few days the headache started again. i will have the pain only on one side and it became worst and worst. So i serve the net and try to find out what exactly is happening to me and this is what i have found....I'm actually going through depression ....i have all the symptoms below which make me to think I'm facing it
Depression symptoms of major depression or manic depression
- Persistently sad, anxious, angry, irritable, or "empty" mood
- Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism
- Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness
- Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed, including sex
- Social isolation, meaning the sufferer avoids interactions with family or friends
- Insomnia, early-morning awakening, or oversleeping
- Decreased appetite and/or weight loss, or overeating and/or weight gain
- Fatigue, decreased energy, being "slowed down"
- Crying spells
- Thoughts of death or suicide, suicide attempts
- Restlessness, irritability
- Difficulty concentrating, remembering, making decisions
- Persistent physical symptoms that do not respond to treatment, such as headaches, digestive disorders, and/or chronic pain
- Frequent complaints of physical problems such as headaches and stomachaches
For the past few weeks I'm really getting so angry and i can't control myself. I try to hit and throw things, cry for even small matters , feel wanna stay alone without anyone , hopeless and fadup with my life. I never behave in such way before.I also feel that i have special power in sensing peoples behavior.Sometimes i do feel happy and i will be normal but let say i had fight with someone then that's it ...my mood changes automatically which i really feel very weird.
Mania symptoms of manic depression
- Inappropriate elation
- Inappropriate irritability or anger
- Severe insomnia or decreased need to sleep
- Grandiose notions, like having special powers or importance
- Increased talking speed and/or volume
- Disconnected thoughts or speech
- Racing thoughts
- Severely increased sexual desire and/or activity
- Markedly increased energy
- Poor judgment
- Inappropriate social behavior
I really think that i should seek help from the doctor. Maybe i need to go through some counseling or else anything might happen to me. I can't really talk to anyone around me .....it's very difficult to say what i feel and sometimes people don't understand even those who are close to me get it wrong.
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